Today is a day, before a very traditional day in the calender, where half the world make a change in their daily lives, in some way...
Knowing this...I indulged... and feel like shit after doing so...
I hope tomorrow's different.
I hope....there's something to smile about.
For today, I was a lazy, fat piece of shit.
Maybe God can be a reason to change, if anything.
Talked to my sister tonight, we both really hated ourselves today...
I hate this feeling.
Mini Goal - Go to bed...happy, content and with something to smile about.
